tothegood - "out of mind"

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released May 27, 2017

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Track Name: tothegood - out of mind
“I could hear my heart beating. I could hear everyone's heart. I could hear the human noise we sat there making, not one of us moving, not even when the room went dark.” - Raymond Carver
Track Name: tothegood - in silence (feat. LIL LOTUS & fats'e)
LIL LOTUS

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

I dont want you to see this
Maybe i miss you too much
I scream in my sleep
Do you hear me
Or am i not screaming enough
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life
You have a grandson
He look just like you
I tell him all the time

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
Now everything i do just reminds me of you


fats'e

I know your just testing me
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories
To pass the time

I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out
Of my head sometimes.

This is how it's supposed to be
Track Name: tothegood - the void we've been filling (feat. 93FEETOFSMOKE)
93FEETOFSMOKE

You're the teeth sinking in my skin
I'm the ghost underneath your bed
Bet our memories would fall adjacent
Of what happened well
What happened well..

Could this just be permanent
As if the sky would stop spinning
I'd get a second to find my grip
Get a second to find my grip

Get to sleep again
I hope your dreams are bigger
Than the void we've been filling
I'm a pale horse short on biddings

You're the scars still seeping in
I'm that thought in your empty bed
Bury everything cash out within
Bury everything cash out within
Track Name: tothegood - life is just a game (feat. whoispax, scum & supachefm)
whoispax

life is just a game
i dont wanna play
i dont mean that
its just i wake up everyday
feeling like ive changed
i know you see that
so now im smoking in the rain
killing off the pain
i dont need that
sometimes i think that im insane
maybe im to blame
oh you think that

life is short
so do what you can
ill hold you tight
here give me your hand
ill be there when its too hard to stand
ill always be the way
that i am

scum

i put the bottle down for you
i started following through with the words that i said
no more empty promises
and oh, i wish you could see me now
i'm soaring higher than i have in a long time

fm !

Life is just a game
I don't wanna play
You don't see that
I wake up thinking everyday
I don't wanna say
I don't need that
You see a different side of me
Every time you leave
Do you see that?
I know you'd climb all over me
Never let me leave
I can dig that

Let me show you something on the long ride home
The pressure on my shoulders is just crushing on my weak set bones
Track Name: tothegood - all dogs go to heaven (feat. familypet)
familypet

Goodbye old friend
it looks like the end
You've been holdin on
Don't want you to be strong
Don't be afraid to heal
I just wish this wasn't real

I miss you
God I miss you

I remember the morning walks through the snow
The ground so cold, so I carried you home
I just can't let go

Goodbye old friend
it looks like the end
You've been holdin on
Don't want you to be strong
Don't be afraid to heal
I just wish this wasn't real

I miss you
God I miss you

As your life runs dry right in front of my eyes
I try to hold you tight
It'll be alright
'Cause it's just too hard to say goodbye

'cause it's just too hard
Track Name: tothegood - tell me everything is alright (feat. ℋoly ℳountain, MIMI OCEAN & YungJZAisDead)
MIMI OCEAN

Do you know the feeling of missing someone you cant reach anymore? I bet you do. Well. Fuck that shit. Why cant we just be happy, no, we fucking cant, and the reality is pure darkness, and we dont realize that shit.


Holy Mountain

Lost along the way somewhere I went wrong
Why you wanna make beg?
I waited so long
Waiving back to me in my rear view like a memory
I'll keep that close to me forever

Au revoir to my baby
I don't hear what she's saying
I'm pretending that I'm dreaming
Eyes closed I'm still shaking
Do you read the signs you see?
Vacant eyes are watching me
Take me to the place you sleep

MIMI OCEAN

It’s just –
I can’t –
Get you –
Out of my mind.

I just –
Feel numb –
Thinking ‘bout losing time.

With you –
Because –
Of you –
I feel alive.
I don’t wanna lose you –
Tell me everything is alright.

-Talkin -

But actually, I know, nothing is okay,
And we are just making things up,
Because we dont wanna accept the fact –
That everythings too late and we are already dead.

YungJZAisDead

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